i find that i am a happy person generally, as i do not have many problems. fyi for most people, problems are caused by only 3: boyfriend(s?), money and family. but even if i do have problems, who will know? *hahaha*
for the past year, i realized some bad or lost friends are replaced by better friends. im really glad, at least i know these friends are really worth having. i enjoyed the last year very much as i felt that i can really be myself (chatty and a little crazy) with my colleagues. maybe about 3 years is a good duration for me to warm up and get to know everybody and for everybody to know me, or maybe got to do with the opportunities to interact with many people. i dont know if they hated me, but im sure some people probably liked me more as we became closer. it is quite sad that i had to leave after having such a fun time with them. well, the job and field of job (technical) really did not suit me, while everything else (colleagues, environment, family-feel) is really awesome. my motivation had been in the pits for many years; going to sleep every night and waking up every morning had been torturing. i just hope that my lovely ex-colleagues can still be kept as my friends, that is why i wrote a "no good-bye" email to the whole company. ;D i even visited the office after and have had lunch/dinner plans with some.
ok yes so i am officially a young retiree since 1 january 2012. i have been slacking, resting much, have been shopping much, have been spending time at home much too. it is pretty enjoyable and sometimes boring, but somehow seems not enough, in the sense of spending time with my family, especially with my sister. maybe i cannot really do much about that. i can only hope that we will have a great time during chinese new year, as we surely will be spending time together.
thus an advance HAPPY NEW DRAGON YEAR to everybody! and below will be my wishlist, since most people will have one..
new year 2012 resolutions & expectations:
♐ all my money that she owes get returned, and put an end? -so many years already, think can give up and treat the money was for charity to a poor ugly girl.
♐ grow more and more $$ in my savings.
♐ spend much time with my little sister.
♐ hope for more gatherings/outings to meet my friends.
♐ lose some more weight.
♐ more swimming and tanning sessions.
♐ own to wear many pretty dresses.
♐ visit new places..HOLIDAYS yeah!
♐ learn to ride bike for fun (but still no hurry).
♐ on a great date this year, he might impress and move me.
♐ have an awesome new job, and have new friends.
♐ real excitement.
♐ good health and happiness to myself plus everybody else in the world! :)